Monday, August 16, 2021

Flesh

 Charlotte Collins Reed
Christ Church Episcopal
August 15, 2021

15 Proper B 

          Some years ago, I was doing a Bible study on this morning’s gospel lesson with a group of bright, theologically astute middle school students.  You have really not lived until you have talked with 7th and 8th graders about Jesus and what sounds a lot like cannibalism.  They were appalled at Jesus’ words “Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.”  The kids were as horrified as the people in John’s gospel this morning and were no less shy about voicing their disgust. 

          In order to prevent a major rebellion among the kids and rescue our conversation, I asked them to think of ways to express the depth of a relationship or to describe great love.  They came up with ideas like devouring a novel, or sayings like “I could just gobble that baby up.”  They talked about the way having a meal together was about more than just eating and nourishing their bodies-this after they had just consumed a mind-boggling amount of pizza and a large pan of brownies while we talked.  Thinking about relationships and love naturally brought them around to thinking about food.

          In John’s gospel, there is no last supper where Jesus takes bread, breaks it, gives it to his disciples and says “Take, eat, this is my body given for you.”  Jesus does not take wine and say “Drink this all of you.  This is my blood, given for you.”  Those things happen in Matthew, Mark, and Luke, and that meal is described in 1 Corinthians.  But not in John’s gospel.  In John’s gospel, at the last supper, Jesus washes the disciples’ feet.  So when Jesus talks this morning about eating his flesh and drinking his blood, he is up to something else, something even more outrageous. 

          Jesus is describing a relationship so organic and so intimate than only the language of eating and drinking will suffice to explain it.  Jesus is describing a relationship in which his followers are made one with him.  Through out John’s gospel, oneness with Jesus is a theme.  Jesus will use the metaphor of the vine and the branches later in John’s gospel when he says “I am the vine, you are the branches.  Those who abide in me and I in them bear much fruit.” (John 15:5).  Jesus also says “In a little while, the world will no longer see me.  But you will see me.  Because I live, you also will live.  On that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you.”  (14:19-20) And “I have said these things to you so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” (15:11)  Over and over again in John’s gospel, Jesus uses language that shows how deeply he and his followers are connected.  But none of that language is as jarring as the language about eating flesh and drinking blood.

          This morning, we also hear about God’s great love for David and Solomon, and if this passage gave us all we know about David and Solomon we could easily assume that they were perfect, easy to love people.  God says about David “If you will walk in my ways, keeping my statues and my commandments, as your father David walked, then I will lengthen your life.”  And God gives Solomon the wisdom and discerning heart he asks for, plus a bonus of riches and honor all his life.  Solomon must be one faithful guy. However, God seems to be experiencing a bit of divine amnesia!  Has God forgotten about David and Bathsheba and the way David had Bathsheba’s husband killed in battle so he could take Bathsheba as his wife?  And in the verses just prior to this morning’s reading from 1 Kings, Solomon has made a marriage alliance with Pharaoh, King of Egypt, and he marries Pharaoh’s daughter. He finishes building his own house before building God’s house, which means the people had to make their sacrifices at the high places, the places of pagan worship, since they had no temple of their own. We are told that Solomon, too, sacrificed at the high places.  Has God completely forgotten what these two men have done?  Or is God’s love so outrageous that God loves these two men despite their faults?

          Being connected with God, being loved by and loving God, does not make us perfect.  David and Solomon clearly were not always perfect or right.  Jesus’ disciples were not always perfect or right.  Jesus never asked or expected his disciples, past or present to be perfect.  What the love of God and the depth of connection with Jesus give us is not perfection, but an identity, an identity that transcends our own successes and failures and is rooted entirely in the love of God.  In the Episcopal Church, our baptismal covenant spells out what that life of connection looks like.  In the baptismal covenant, we are called to corporate worship, to stay connected even when we have done wrong and would prefer to flee, to seek and serve Christ in all people, to respect the dignity of every human being, and to use our words and our lives to proclaim the gospel-the good news that in the death and resurrection of Jesus we are all connected and that love and life are more powerful than hate and death. 

          These days, the stresses of Covid-19 are working hard to drive us apart and make us each more concerned about our own welfare and our own desires than the common good.  Arguments over masks, vaccines, and what is safe and what is not are rampant in our community and all over the country, making us look a bit more like David and Solomon on their bad days, wanting to satisfy our own desires, than perhaps we would like.  In the midst of the stresses and strains of our current life, we hear Jesus tell his followers that real life, the depth and richness of eternal life, comes from a connection with him that can only be described with the language of eating and drinking and that and our true identity comes from that connection.  As horrified as those middle school students were at Jesus’ language about eating his flesh and drinking his blood, much pizza and many brownies later they realized that, as Christians, their identity comes from their connection with Jesus and that their actions are a reflection of that connection.

                                                                   Amen.

Monday, August 2, 2021

Sign

Charlotte Collins Reed
Christ Church Episcopal
August 1, 2021

13 Proper B 

          One of the most memorable lines in “The Wizard of Oz” comes at the end of the film when the good witch Glinda descends in a bubble right in front of Dorothy, the Scarecrow, the Tin Man, and the Lion.  Dorothy and her companions have been following the yellow brick road to find the Wizard who can help Dorothy get hone to Kansas.  Many adventures and misadventures later, Dorothy and her companions finally find the Wizard of Oz who turns out to be “a good man, but a bad wizard,” or in other words of no use to them whatsoever in helping Dorothy get home. When all hope seems lost, Glinda the good witch appears before them and says to Dorothy “You’ve always had the power, my dear.  You just had to learn it for yourself.”  All Dorothy needs to do to get home is to click the ruby red slippers she has been wearing since she arrived in Oz and say “there’s no place like home.”  She had that power all along, but the power was useless until she knew she had it.

          Our gospel reading this morning reminds me of Glinda’s words to Dorothy.  The people have just witnessed the feeding of the 5000, a story we heard last week, where Jesus took a small bit of bread and fish and turned it into such a feast that there were 12 baskets full left over.  This week, the same crowds are chasing Jesus down and when they find Jesus, Jesus says to them “Very truly, I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves.”  Last week, Janet Daniels reminded us in her sermon that while in Matthew, Mark, and Luke, the feeding of the 5000 is a miracle story, in John’s gospel the feeding of the 5000 is a sign, a sign that points to Jesus as God.  The people have seen the miracle and been fed physically by the loaves and fishes, but they have missed the sign that Jesus is the Son of God who satisfies them with life itself.   Then the people ask Jesus “What must we do to perform the works of God?”  In other words, tell us how to do such a miracle.  But Jesus answers “This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent.”  Finally, they ask Jesus, “What sign are you going to give us that we may see it and believe you?”  This after Jesus has turned a bit of bread and fish into a meal for thousands complete with leftovers. At the end of the reading, when the people say “Sir, give us this bread always,” I hear Jesus heave a big sigh and say to them “I am the bread of life.”  The bread for which they so long, the bread of life, is standing right in front of them but the people are completely unaware.    

          When the people ask “What must we do to perform the works of God,” Jesus’ response is “Believe in him who he has sent.”  On the one hand, we could take this to mean that if we believe that Jesus is the bread of life, then we will be able to create massive amounts of food from almost nothing.  That is not an unworthy goal.  We could solve the problem of world hunger if we could just replicate Jesus’ miracle.  But on the other hand, I wonder if Jesus is telling us that if we believe that Jesus is the bread of life, our lives will become a sign that points to the living God just as the loaves and fishes did.  The reading from Ephesians calls us to live with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace, in other words, putting the needs of others ahead of our own wants and desires and living as people who believe in the Bread of Life.  The reading also reminds us that each of us have been given gifts for the purpose of building up the body of Christ and being signs to the world of the love of God.  Some will be pastors and teachers, others apostles, prophets, or evangelists, and still others parents, medical professionals, trades people, business owners, or chefs. And the list goes on and on.  We have been given those gifts as specific ways to show the world humility, gentleness, patience, and love and be signs to the world of the living love of God.   

The truth is that living lives filled with humility, gentleness, and patience, lives that bear all others in love is hard work.  Even when we want with our whole hearts to live that way, caring for the vulnerable and putting the needs of others ahead of our own as Jesus did, and using our lives as a sign that points to the living God, we sometimes fail.  When we are tempted to think that our particular lives cannot possibly be a sign that points to the living God, we only have to look to David, a great king but a very flawed human being, whose sinfulness is on full display in the reading from 2 Samuel.  Despite his brokenness, sinfulness, lust, deceit, and adultery; despite being the exact opposite of the characteristics described in the reading from Ephesians, David loved God and was beloved of God.  God used David to create a great kingdom that, at its best, pointed to the living God.  The story from 2 Samuel is God saying “no excuses, people.”  If God can use David, God can use us.

The people are looking for Jesus to satisfy their hunger or at least teach them how to do a miracle so they can satisfy their own hunger and perhaps the hunger of others.  Jesus is looking for followers who know him to be the bread of life that satisfies their deep hunger and the hunger of the world.  Jesus is looking for followers who want to use their lives as signs that point to the living love of God.  Like Dorothy, we have already been given every gift we need to be the people Jesus is calling us to be.  Unlike Dorothy, we don’t have to learn it for ourselves.  Jesus stands in our midst to show us the way and says time and time again “I am the bread of life.”

                                                                             Amen.